So school starts tomorrow, and I am so not ready. I have been slacking in school work for a while now, which I know, I know, isn’t acceptable for an O’ Level student, but I just can’t help the extra tension. I started off this year really motivated as ever, but right now? Not so much. Even though it’s been just 2 days off the actual official school days, I feel like it’s been weeks since I last actually studies at school. I got sick last week & skipped 2 days. I have been cutting down on my extra english classes & every time I try setting myself back on track something comes up. It just has to. From being backstabbed by the closest to me, to being sick, to non-stop test for a week, to math tuition, to Eid, to the pressure of up coming Controlled Assessments, to finding which university and major I want to continue my further studies. AHHHH.
I have come to a point where I don’t know what I want in future. Is it just me and the stress? Or does anyone else feel like this?